Meditation 3: Even though this was |
Meditation 16: This one was much |
a really short meditation it stuck with |
longer but surprisingly didn't |
me. It made me think of my mother |
remind me of anyone except for |
who influenced my eventual disbelief |
myself or atleast how I wish to be |
in God and therefore, in my mind, |
and hopefully am becoming. I liked |
set my cynical view of "piety." My |
the notion of rewarding people how |
mother also set my views on diet or |
they deserved to be rewarded, |
consumption of food in general. I've |
without partiality. These days, |
witnessed her eating habits and |
people are given privilages just |
have choose to go against them |
because the are friends or family with |
because I don't want to be like her. |
people in authority. People win |
She eats not to satisfy hunger but to |
contests just because on the judges |
satisfy emotion which or course |
favors them. I don't believe this is just |
cannot be truely satisfied by food. |
but I, myself, am affected my bias |
Lastly, my mother (again by showing |
towards specific people. I wish to |
what I don't want to do) has |
change that. I also enjoyed the piece |
influenced my disinterest in the |
about how Marcus' stepfather neither |
"ways of the rich." She buys things |
loved living nor hated it. I like that |
all the time that she doesn't need |
view because it seems to be a |
and like her problems with food and |
reasonable way to look at life. I feel |
"love" for God (as a means of social |
that it means people should enjoy life |
gains at church), it's annoyed me so |
while it's here but shouldn't be upset |
much so that I've also choosen not |
when it's over. Thankfully I believe I |
to follow her on this either. I don't |
already show signs of doing this. Lastly, |
buy many things. Here and there I |
I will quote a part of this meditation |
will waste money on things I don't |
that seems to further explain my |
need but generally I'm good about |
previous comment on Meditation 3 |
saving money for needed things or |
about my mother and religion. "The |
spending reasonable amounts on my |
behavior in fact of one who has an eye |
few close friends. My mother on the |
precisely to what it is his duty to do, |
other hand goes way too far, |
not the reputation which attends to the |
especially with gifts for her beloved, |
doing." My mother seems to do many |
hastefully made friends. Altogether, I |
things for the reputation that comes |
wonder if Marcus Aurelius' mother |
with it. She trys to make way too many |
taught him piety, simplicity of diet, |
friends as a means to becoming |
and removal from the ways of the |
popular because she seems to believe |
rich, the same way my mother did |
that be happy she needs everyone to |
by showing what not to do or if she |
like her. This just isn't so, in my |
showed him by example, what to do. |
opinion. Happiness in relationships |
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doesn't come from the number of |
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friends but from the quality of friends. |
Meditation 4:This really stood out for |
Meditation 10:I liked this meditation |
me. It's something that I've seemed |
because it appealed to my sense of |
to have always know but never put it |
justice. People who hurt others |
to words. I do put things off and I've |
because they were hurt by others are |
had many days to get them done but I |
usually forgiven because we as fellow |
take those days for granted. The part |
humans understand that we would |
that says that my time is |
pretty much do the same thing if we |
"cicumscribed" just pushed something |
were in their shoes. However, people |
in me. Everybody has only a limited |
that hurt others simply because they |
amount of time to live and once our |
enjoy hurting others are generally |
time is up, it's over for us. You can |
punished because we feel that |
apply this to many things. Some |
enjoyment at the expense of others is |
people spend their lives wishing they |
not a just reason for hurting people. |
could be someone else, look like |
Theoritically, if people only hurt |
someone else, etc. but they never |
people who have hurt them purposely, |
realize that it can't happen. The only |
then no one would ever hurt anyone |
person they can ever be is |
(except accidentially) because |
themselves and they have to make |
someone would of had to have hurt |
the best of it and get on with their |
someone purposely to begin with. If |
lives. I used to always wish I could be |
only this was how the world worked. |
someone else or atleast look like |
connects. |
someone else but when I finally |
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realized I couldn't, yeah I cried a little |
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bit, but then I became a lot more |
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loving of myself. I guess I went a little |
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off topic but, in a way, everything |
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